I was 13 when I was molested by a 21 year old at my (then) best friends birthday party. I was a virgin still and had no real grasp on the severity of what he did until I told my friend, who told me she’d been raped by him (her brother) for as long as she can remember. He had threatened my life while he was molesting me, and that’s what he had done to my friend too but together we decided if it was 2 against 1 we could get him. We went to our school counselor and told her what happened. The police were called to the school and long story short, we pressed charges. He was charged with sexual assault on a minor by a person of trust, and an incest and rape charge for what he did to his sister.
Shortly after he was charged, he failed to register in the sex offender registry and couldn’t be found, still to this day he has not registered. This left me with a constant fear. I didn’t know where he was, I didn’t know who I could trust. I had walls thicker than you can imagine. I didn’t let anyone all the way in, ever. I lived my life in a bubble.
Fast forward many years and I was just going through the motions. I got married, had babies. But that fear never left me and it started to affect my marriage. I could feel my husband needing more from me and I wasn’t willing to give him anymore. I started looking for an “out” because leaving would be easier than dealing with my traumas (I thought).
So to distract my husband, I offered an open marriage situation and that’s when I met Jack. I was not receptive to the idea of his healing abilities until I met him in person and was drawn to his aura. It was not like anything I had experienced before, just this overwhelming need for him to help me. I quickly scheduled a Tantric Healing session with Jack and it CHANGED. MY. LIFE.
I literally became a different person, for the better I think.
I really blossomed into someone that I adore. It took awhile, probably close to a year, and a few more sessions to really feel healed and whole. But I’m very proud of who I am. And the best thing happened to me after that –
Remember in my story that I lived with a constant fear?
Well about 9 months after my first session, I had gotten pulled over for the dumbest thing (driving in the left lane too long) it was literally like a 3 mile stretch because my turn was coming up. The police officer was really sweet, took my information, and then came back and said “you know you have a permanent protection order, right?” Seeing my confused face, he said “against a mister Luis *******”
I burst into tears. I was so young when this happened, I either wasn’t told I had a permanent protection order against him, or I didn’t remember. But I felt this huge wave of relief just come over me. Once I got home that day I decided to do some digging on my molester. I found out that he lives in Mexico and was officially charged on May 9th 2005.
My first healing session was May 9th 2019. 🥰
There are no coincidences in life but man,
the Universe is POWERFUL.
It was like she gave me Jack, allowed me to heal, and then gave me the last pieces I needed to move on. 🥰💫 It gives me chills thinking about it.
I’m forever grateful for this journey and if any of you ladies want to talk, I’m always here.
And as always, thank you Jack for being exactly what I needed when I had no idea that I needed it.